all i can be is alyssa marie

I've been in the hospital for a little long than 2 weeks now, and I must admit, I think I might be going crazy. I have been going through so many things that I can hardly type out. This stay has been a painful one. Physically and emotionally. My social worker - Meg, has been the biggest help and called the American Red Cross and was able to get him home for me. He is now on leave with a compassionate re-assignment, which means we will be stationed in our hometown. I am so excited to have him here with me, to be able to talk to about certain things iv'e been told by the doctors, to have him just hold me while I cry, and to just be able to laugh with. Anyways, I just wanted to write this really quick because I saw the last post was a pretty lame Christmas one. I have to much more to tell you all, so keep an eye out!!!

Love love love,

Mrs. Alysa Crank