OH baby!

Nick got to come home around the second week of August! It was so amazing to finally see him again. While I waited for him at the airport I felt like a little kid, my heart was skipping beats, and I was super nervous! The moment I saw him step on the escalator, my blood stopped flowing and in that moment, right there.... I was reminded that this love is as real as it gets. I can't even explain the way he looked at me, but it made me feel like I was the most special important person in that airport. Time flew by so fast with him here, that saying goodbye came too fast!

Now nick is stationed at Ft Drum in New York (Watertown). It is about 6 hours north of NYC. We had planned on me moving out there by the end of this month, but that's not happening. We found about 2 weeks ago, that Nick is going to be deployed in mid-October, to Bagram, Afghanistan. It really breaks my heart. I am not worried about his safety, because I know God will watch out for him and his platoon. I am just slightly upset that they changed his orders. He will be there for a good 12 months, and maybe longer, depending on what starts happening over there. Rumor has it that he may get to come home early since he is in the 'family-in-waiting' category. I've learned to not really listen to rumors in the military, because half of the time, people are just talking out of their asses. I am going to stay in Redding until we know the exact dates he will be coming back home. Since he will be deployed out for a year, he will get R&R when he comes back, so that's a good 20 days we can move everything to NY. Meanwhile I am putting my 30 days notice in at the apartment complex I am at (for numerous reasons I will save for another post lol). My uncle Mike and I are rooming and getting a new town house together. I'm sooo excited for this, and I know so much stress will be lifted off my shoulders once this happens. Some of the things in my apartment right now, such as the couch, kitchen table, fridge, etc, will all be put into a storage shed. I'll pack up the things I don't need, and then when it comes time to move out to NY, the only thing I will really need to pack up, is my bedroom... which is awesome! Everything else will be in the storage and ready to go. Now next year needs to hurry up!

I turned 21 a few weeks ago, once again, I feel no different that I felt when I turned 15, 16, 17 and so on. But it is nice to know that I don't have to feel like a little kid anymore when my friends want to go to happy hour! I went to Johnny's Cathouse twice since my birthday, but I can definitely say that the bar really isn't my thing, specially when I am not with the people I feel most comfortable around. Way too many people pushing and shoving, creepers trying to dance with you and touch you, and bitch ass girls pushing you for no reason. Sorry, not my thing! I would love to go to an actual club though, that's more my style! I am too good for the bars around here, haha! I'm too good for a lot of things though, and I'll admit it!

I'm in the hospital right now for a few days, I am pretty sure I will be out by the end of the week, and I think I'll be going back to my moms while I am on IV's. Such a pain in the ass, but she helps me out tremendously. I'm in Mercy right now - didn't feel like going to my CF specialists. Oh speaking of which (if anyone actually reads this) - I am not going to Davis anymore, I switched all of my care to Stanford in Palo Alto, CA. I love it so much so far, all the doctors are amazing and they really care about every single aspect of my health. Whereas Dr. Morrisey could give two shits less if I stayed alive or not. I was diagnosed with Osteoporosis last time I went to the doctors. I knew my joints and bones were aching for a reason! Im not a hypochondriac after all! Woohoo! *dance*, LOL just kidding. My glucose testing for CFRD came back negative, thank heavens. I would really be knocked off my rocker if I had that on top of everything else. Now that I am on new insurance, I am going to try to get a hearing aid again. Hopefully it works out! If not, well I guess i'll continue to not listen to people ;).

Dove had her baby a few days ago, his name is Beau Lucas Fiscus. Oh my goodness, he is such a cutie pie. I am so happy for her, she is going to be the best mama. I know a lot of people say that about their friends, but I really believe that she will. I have seen Dove go through so many obstacles to get to where she is now, and she is such an independent strong woman and has learned a lot about life in a short amount of time. Congrats Dove! I love you :) Also, Anna is expecting another baby! She is still in her first trimester, so anything can happen at this point, but I am definitely keeping my fingers crossed for a healthy strong little girl! I hope she is happy!

I will post a picture post tomorrow of some things Nick and I did while he was here! Until then, Goodnight!

I wish you all health love and happiness.

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