Well, I thought i'd start new.... I will have my personal blog (this one) and then my CF blog, which I will link when I am done. No promises how much i'll keep up, hopefully half-assed though. Anyways...

I haven't been up this late for so long, 4:20 in the morning and i'm like not even tired really. I just yawned while I typed that though.... ironic. I'm so glad i've been feeling better the past couple days, I feel like a different person. I want to get this damn ugly thing out of my chest though, i'm over being paranoid about it. Let's hope we can get it out soon, and keep it out for a long long time.

I was a little upset the other day because I realized that time is flying by and I don't like it... Nick and I have already been married for three months, and now he leaves in exactly 1 month to date. I won't see him for an estimated 2 1/2 to 3 months. I am like way bummed about that. I hope I can manage to stay healthy for atleast 2/3rds of the time we have left together. Staying in the hospital over our first holidays and last weeks together isn't exactly what I had in mind before he left... but life throws curve balls at me, and a lot. Whatever.

We got our tree decorated and all pretty a couple days ago.... We've had the actual tree up for atleast a week with just the lights on. I was feeling too petty and disgusting to want to do such a festive fun holiday tradition when I was feeling totally opposite. It looks beautiful though. It's red and silver and has little fake icicles all over. His mom got the tree for us, for an awesome bargain price... and she hooked us up with decorations, she really is a nice lady. I don't think I give her enough credit.

We are going to my moms for Christmas Eve, and doing my moms side of the families Christmas on that day. It's also her birthday, which totally sucks for her (more so when she was little, talk about present robbing- haha). I have a nifty idea in my head for her gift, so now all I need to do is get to an arts and crafts store. (I don't want to post my idea just yet because their could be that slight 0.1% chance she is reading this, lol. You know- with parents facebooking and myspacing these days.

I guess I should wrap this up and go to bed, so good night everyone. Sleep well.

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